shit

hung over and didn't even drink that much. I thought I went to bed earliy enough but i forget to provide extra time for all the activities that I sometimes engage in while sleeping. Such as, sometimes sleep walking, vivid complicated and stressful dreams, talking, and sometimes some other odd things.
I keep having these dreams about scary women. Women that are half or three fourths animal, or murderous, or dead and still murderous. I keep analyzing them but all I get is that I probably have a lot of emotional work that I need to be doing. It relates to why I can't watch scary movies that often. I think I kind of, or really I know that I transform my stress and emotional issues into horror scenes in my dreams. I think my current emotional state also explains why I don't feel comfortable being alone in my creepy house. anyway, im kind of rambling and way too tired for this kind of analysis.
I do want to relate my dream though:

There was this grocery store that sold mostly produce, if not only produce. People started coming to the store and masturbating with all the produce. Eventually the owners, out of money, abandoned the store and it became a weird se/fetish hub. Sometime before the owners abandoned the store a girl was murdered in the store I think during some violent sexual activity. Once the store ceased to be a store she started killing people. The dream ended while I was standing in front of her as an observer, as I commonly am in my dreams. She had on a mask that made her look like a man. She removed the mask and she was a small young woman with mangy black hair that hung down in front of her snarling angry face. She was really skinny and held her arms really close to her body with limp hands that I knew could kill me with precision and speed event though the looked slow and sluggish resting in front of her chest. (yeah run on sentence whatever) anyway, this green light was glowing around her and I didn't know why she was showing herself to me and letting me know that she was about to embark on a massive killing spree and kill everyone in the 'store'.
ugghh.