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I dont have anything exciting to say. im tired. ive given up on writing for a while. we have failed each other.
i want to stop speaking too but i don't think i could get a way with it.
fuck it all. id rather be reading than doing anything else.

baruch atah adonai eloheynu melekh holam sefferot.
ani cotevit b'evrit whoohoo.

Rosh Hashanah is next week. i feel different about it this year. judaism actually has more than one new year all depending on harvest seasons. (there is also a day of the year reserved just for tree which is awesome). Rosh Hashanah is the one that is celebrated and on almost all calenders but if you look at a jewish calender (one that is more orthodox of course) you will see that there is only one month out of the year that doesnt have at least one holiday. unfortunetaly the few that are on the 'normal calenders' are few and have become slightly secular. Anyway Im sure none of this means anything to any of you. im ranting. im tired. im leaving.
lylatov. goodnigt or evening what the fuck ever.

p.s. i think i will adapt simple sentences as my new writing style. it reflects my lack of brain function this past week. fuck my brain needs some exercise.